Perrie Edwards, 32, revealed that her breakup with Zayn Malik in 2013 left her in a "hellish" state, with serious breakdowns and a deep sense of public humiliation. speaking for the first time on the Great Company podcast, she described the constant scrutiny and the emotional toll of being a celebrity in the middle of a high‑profile split.

“Hellish” Heartbreak: Edwards’ Emotional Breakdown After Malik’s 2013 Engagement

According to the podcast, Edwards said she "couldn’t eat,couldn’t sleep" and felt "horrendous" after the split. She admitted that the pressure of performing with Little Mix while dealing with personal pain forced her to "break down in performances," a situation she described as "not like me at all." The report says she was "crying constantly" and felt "depressed," highlighting the mental health strain that accompanies celebrity relationships.

Public Scrutiny and Paparazzi Pressure During the Breakup

Edwards explained that the media frenzy around her breakup was "excruciating," with paparazzi hounding her and the public constantly questioning her. The source notes that she felt "abandoned, inadequate, and specifically left for someone else," a sentiment amplified by the relentless attention. She said the constant observation made it "impossible" to escape the narrative and that she wanted to be "left the f**k alone."

Malik’s Quick Move to Gigi Hadid: The Nail in the Coffin

The source reports that Malik released his solo single "Pillowtalk" in early 2016, featuring model Gigi Hadid. Edwards recalled learning about the video while staying at a remote bungalow in Surrey, describing it as the "nail in the coffin" that intensified her pain. She said she "started crying my eyes out" when she saw the footage, noting that the public display of his new relationship was a blow that compounded her heartbreak.

Family Impact: Father and Brother Witnessed Her Pain

Edwards said her father and brother were present during her emotional breakdowns ,with her father breaking down in tears and feeling helpless to ease her pain. The report highlights how the split affected not only Edwards but also her immediate family, underscoring the broader personal cost of celebrity drama.

What’s Still Unknown About the Aftermath?

While Edwards has detailed the emotional toll, the source does not explain how she has coped since 2016 or whether she has sought professional help. It also leaves unanswered whether the public scrutiny has changed in the years since the split, or how her relationship with Little Mix members has evolved in light of her candid revelations.